Life turned over, took some -unexpected- ways, but I always seem find myself coming here. Be it to write some thing to someone that means something to me or to have some safe place where I can simple say something.
Yep, you're reading right, my English improved despite the effort of some people, I could menage to learn something by myself -school here is bored to death anyway- and now I'm working in a place where I have to speak
A lot changed. I've been living alone, like, I don't live with my parents anymore (but I sure live with someone else's parents), and hell, I couldn't be better.
Some things happens around the world while I was living away from here, and one of them was the -not too- new law of the land. (Marriage equally is on, bitches!) And with it, came to me a wave of joy, that I'm still drowning. I can't explain, though. All I know is that on that Friday, when I heard on the news that the supreme court approved the bill, all I could do all day was cry like a baby. Like sobbing. I called a friend in Brazil and asked her: "babe, is that normal that I'm crying this much over this news or I'm been a little crazy? I mean, here where I live, we already have marriage..." she said: "babe, I'm here in Brazil. This doesn't affect me in any way and I'm about to cry myself. Why not you?" and then the water works began...
It was like, I knew I was drowning. This much was clear to me, because I stoped swimming a long time ago. But when this news came, it felt like someone trow something for me to hang on, like someone have my back... Crazy, because, you know, a country like this, with millions of people, and I felt like someone just looked out for me, personalty. It was beautiful to see, to read and watch the news and learn about places that it was beginning, and see pictures of couples crying over their paper. That piece of paper that prove that they belong to each other in any possible way that the men's law allow.
Anyway, I spoke too much about old news, I know, but I didn't speak to anyone about my vision of it. I don't think that has anyone that knows my opinion or knows how this affected me in any way, so that was it...
Actually, I'm moving out of my current home. My sister (that got kicked out of my parents house, too) and I will share a house together... That's breaking news!
